When I entered the reception area I was pre occupied with alot of varied thoughts and huge amount of anxiety with what is the doctor going to suggest and what ordeal is waiting for me in the next few days?
I registered myself and waited for their registration formality to get over with a blank mind. I realized the place is extremely warm with pictures of cute little babies all over the place. The vibrant colors and cozy interiors suited just the feeling of every expecting mother. I could almost imagine my new born babies picture over there on the wall.
I suddenly realized I am not going to be the lucky one, this time. Flashback almost stood in front of me like a film. I had waited to be a mother for almost 3 years and had taken all possible efforts to be one. Every month when I cried after the Pregnancy test those three years were playing in my mind. And then how the happiest moment of my life came when I conceived and the scans showed a live heart beating in my womb. I could hear those beats even today. And those beats were again beating in my womb and this time also the mother in me, still have the same emotions. That thing in me is my baby, this time I havent prayed for it nor have I thought of having it. But it was still my baby.
I registered myself and waited for their registration formality to get over with a blank mind. I realized the place is extremely warm with pictures of cute little babies all over the place. The vibrant colors and cozy interiors suited just the feeling of every expecting mother. I could almost imagine my new born babies picture over there on the wall.
I suddenly realized I am not going to be the lucky one, this time. Flashback almost stood in front of me like a film. I had waited to be a mother for almost 3 years and had taken all possible efforts to be one. Every month when I cried after the Pregnancy test those three years were playing in my mind. And then how the happiest moment of my life came when I conceived and the scans showed a live heart beating in my womb. I could hear those beats even today. And those beats were again beating in my womb and this time also the mother in me, still have the same emotions. That thing in me is my baby, this time I havent prayed for it nor have I thought of having it. But it was still my baby.
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ReplyDeleteHello, I am women and i can understand your feelings. But I am happy in the end you got baby. Thanks for your post and keep posting. I am working in Vancouver public relations company. And when I feel stress, I do read blogs. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
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